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Thursday, August 16th 2007 at 4:02 pm
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it's been almost a year since i last wrote a song for death by tampon. it's been over 6 months since i last felt the adrenaline rush of playing music created by 5 equally eccentric grrls to an estrogen-deprived music scene. now, feelings of alienation from an adored aspect of my self are intensified as i listen to the 5 song demo we recorded some ages ago. i never sang along to our songs when i would listen to the demo. i would listen to it technically, agonizing over what was lacking in the recording that failed to give justice to the song, or taking note of how clean (or dirty) the guitar harmonics were in a certain progression. now, i'm listening to our demo like a sixth-party. it's as if i was a band-civilian, singing-along like i would to my favorite songs from foreign bands like pretty girls make graves, but not being a part of the creative process. i felt shivers and goosebumps when i heard the clean guitar lines, eclectic rock grooves & girlish voices and remembered that hey, this is us. i was a part of that, a part of something special and a bit revolutionary (at least here in the realm of our 7,107 tropical islands). and it belongs to us. it's ours, a part of who we are, and no one can take it away, steal or truly imitate it. i also realized that no one can bring it back and give it life but us.
yes, for a time i have been alienated from a part of myself, a part which i adore and wish to revive. but i'm reminded that the music is still there, it's still mine for the taking. it's still there to challenge my creativity, valor and spirit. i can only hope that my comrades, my beloved friends from death by tampon, would still like to join me in reuniting with the self that i lost.
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| lara's last gig |
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Friday, September 15th 2006 at 12:10 am
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hey guys, lara's last gig is this friday sept 15, and it is also the last episode of sib's show. so please come and watch and let's give lara (and sib) some love.
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| sikat na pala ako? |
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Saturday, March 11th 2006 at 12:45 am
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dudes.. sobra na.. sobra na akong pinapasikat ng mga ito! hehe. as mich says: you are not a true celebrity/rockstar unless you have someone impersonating you! haha. masyado na ako sikat, baka lumaki ulo ko nito! duh.
this is my impersonator: http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=23581227
the scary thing is bakit ang dami niyang pics ko? wala naman yung ibang yan sa friendster ko tapos ako nga mismo wala nung ibang pics na yan. scary.. baka stalker na baliw. LOL. lupet niya rin noh, talagang kinarir paghahanap ng photos ko.
yun nga lang, kawawa naman mga friends ko na tunay na nag a-add sakin dyan tapos nag tetesti at nag memessage. baka kung ano-ano sinasabi nun sa mga fans na nag memessage. dapat pababayaan ko nalang pero pag naiisip ko na baka binabastos nitong tao na ito yung mga sincere supporters namin, bad trip yun. so guys paki check yung profile tapos paki report. nasa baba ng profile yung link to report. thanks!
haaay, mich ano ba ito? masyado tayong ginagawang sikat LOL.
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| bukas na!!! |
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Monday, February 27th 2006 at 11:26 pm
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bukas na ang exhibit ni angelo. last hirit ko before crunch time.
PUMUNTA KAYO, MAGTATAMPO AKO KUNG HINDI. Nagluluto ako ngayon noh! with jarek hehe. kaya pmumunta kayo! Napaluto ako ibig sabihin malupet yung bukas! :)
sa mga naka miss ng info regarding the exhibit (place, time, etc), nasa previous posts ko (kutob mo puro yun pinuplug ko lately)
see you guys! yey!
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| Mich Dulce on PBB! |
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Wednesday, February 8th 2006 at 8:49 am
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hey guys.. most of you have probably seen MICH DULCE on Pinoy Big Brother...
LET'S KEEP HER THERE! ^_^
Feel free to use the image and post it in your journals, myspace and friendster accounts. heehee. :p
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| where art thou art? |
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Friday, July 22nd 2005 at 5:42 pm
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i'm in the mood to draw today.. tagal na ring naging stagnant ang painting at drawing skills ko mula nung nag college ako. palibhasa puro aral at basa at lecheng pagkayod sa math. at least now that i have graduated pwede na uli ma-rekindle ang mga lumang passion. bad trip lang hindi ko mahanap yung book ko ng sketches ni da vinci, gusto ko sana aralin at pag praktisan yung stuff niya dun. oh well, maybe next time.
eto astig.
sana maka-install na rin ako ng flash at matuto gumamit nun soon haaay.
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| i am better than all of you, hehe. |
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Monday, May 16th 2005 at 6:42 pm
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sheesh. why couldn't i be the sociopath or somethin?
Braggart
You are 71% Rational, 71% Extroverted, 28% Brutal, and 71% Arrogant. |
You are the Braggart! Like Muhammad Ali, you would surely tell everyone that you are "The Greatest" whilst bragging incessantly about your intelligence, your skills, and your abilities. You tend to be a thinker rather than a feeler, and combined with your extroversion and arrogance, this makes you someone who probably just LOVES to brag about his accomplishments. Despite this, however, you are a very gentle, tender person and truly care about others' feelings. You just happen to care more about yourself. Unlike Ali, of course, you are rather rational as opposed to emotional, and you are also much more gentle. But his arrogance and extroversion best reflect the most visible aspects of your personality. Your personality defect is the fact that you are extremely overconfident, extroverted, and perhaps rather lacking in emotions. YOU ARE THE GREATEST! Or so you keep telling yourself every night, in hopes that eventually everyone else on the planet will agree. Well, sorry, we probably won't.
To put it less negatively:
1. You are more RATIONAL than intuitive.
2. You are more EXTROVERTED than introverted.
3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.
4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.
Compatibility:
Your exact opposite is the Bitch-Slap.
Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Hand-Raiser, the Haughty Intellectual, and the Capitalist Pig.
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If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits.
The other personality types:
The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant.
The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble.
The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant.
The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble.
The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 56% on Rationality |
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You scored higher than 25% on Brutality |
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You scored higher than 82% on Arrogance |
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| great romances of the 21st century |
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Monday, February 21st 2005 at 2:44 pm
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sometimes i think my being romantic will kill me.
hug from behind - you like to feel what the other
person is feeling and see things how they see
them. you tend to be serious and emotional.
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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lamig dito sa computer lab namin, i want a hug!!! ^-^
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| feeling lonely so you blog. |
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Friday, January 14th 2005 at 8:35 pm
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missed out on an anticipated good conversation (again) so feeling a bit crappy. decided to take some quizzies to cheer up my glum mood.
You're the Rock Star!
Take What sort of Hipster are you? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.</p>Fuck college, fuck a "real" job! Music is your life! You're a hometown hero! You're in at least two local bands and are thinking of forming a third. You sleep on your friend's couch, eat your friend's food, and borrow your friend's car. You frequent the dark city bars and hang with the other rockers and groupies. You wear dirty jeans, well-worn t-shirts, and your hair is a mess. You're sinister and mysterious and look as if you don't give a shit. You worship the Rolling Stones, MC5, and your older brother's band. You're gonna make it big one of these days, you can just feel it.
hehe, pano ba yan? pati ba naman quiz eh aminadong rockstar ako. hehe!
eto bastos, emp pa rin haaay! shet yan.
You scored as Emo & More. Emo and Screamo.
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Music Recommendation
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Emo & More | | 100% | Indie | | 92% | Indie Rock | | 83% | Punk and Pop Punk. | | 58% | Classic Rock. | | 50% | Ska | | 42% | Industrial | | 42% | Britpop | | 38% | Country | | 38% | Hardcore | | 29% | Mainstream | | 21% | Hip Hop and Rap | | 21% | </td>
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| the attack of the emo fairies |
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Wednesday, January 5th 2005 at 2:21 pm
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Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.
*sighs* you make me feel like your princess, but you're over there in some far away land. i would slay dragons just to be with you but geography proves to be a tougher foe. times like these i'd trade in the princess crown for fairy wings so i could fly over there right now, kiss you, and be back home in time for dinner.
me and my jester gay dogs await for your coming. while we are waiting, write me.
"distance lends enchantment to the view"
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| my best friend's blog. |
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Thursday, November 25th 2004 at 5:51 pm
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yahoo! i just finished editing my best friend's blog sa lj. newbie kasi siya so walang gana pa mag blog. so i spiced up her lj for her para ma-enganyo siyang mag hasik ng lagim dito sa lj. grabe tagal ko ginawa kasi hindi ko alam kung ano yung lalabas sa mga strong, stronger, weak accent chuvaneness thingies. kaya naman process of elimination trial and error thingie ginawa ko. haaay! kaloka. at least natapos din. tsaka ko na ii-improve yung color schemes at size ng background pic kasi pagod nako.
hoy sneaker_whore kabisado mo na yung size ng lj background diba? tip naman ng size hehe para di ko na ifigure out. kalawang pa naman ako sa psp6 ko. >_<
neway, nasusuka na ko sa lj for now dahil 2 oras ba naman ako mag figure out ng html shit at kung anu ano pa para lang magpaganda ng blog. tska nag upload pa ako ng pics sa photobucket na 10 million years in the making rin ang drama dahil lolo na iteng pc kech. haaay... at least tumigil na ako sa kakatae. baka mamaya nalang uli.
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| amoebiasis |
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Wednesday, November 24th 2004 at 7:27 pm
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i'm listening to death cab for cutie (again) and thinking of you... staring at my ceiling wishing there are stars plastered on it so i can spell your name and make a wish. i miss you... i feel sad, sick and ugly. i find solace in a silver sentimental disc and a gay dog by my side.
i need you so much closer...
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| why does every beautiful song remind me of you? |
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Wednesday, November 3rd 2004 at 6:41 pm
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i'm smitten with death cab for cutie. i don't know if it's simply the music, or if it's the memory of you. probabaly both.
what a deadly combination.
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